Mar 4Member-onlyOn Tucker and AyahuascaMusing on ayahuasca a few weeks ago, I had a funny thought that if more people did plant medicine or had big shamanic experiences, nobody’d watch Fox News anymore. So I made a graphic and posted it to my socials.Ayahuasca3 min readAyahuasca3 min read
Feb 8Member-onlyA kiss at the end of the worldWhy does the apocalypse always seem so joyless? My guy and I were watching the first episode of “The Last of Us” yesterday and we noticed that all the apocalypse shows we’ve ever seen are kind of the same. The tone is so hard to sit through: impending dread and…Hope3 min readHope3 min read
Published in Human Parts·Jan 12Member-onlyI had PTSD. Here’s what I know about healing it.(CW: 9/11, mental health issues) I’m describing here what worked for me and hoping that you or someone you know might benefit. It’s not medical advice. Please discern what’s right for you. I moved to New York City a very starry eyed 23 year old in 2000. Less than a…Mental Health Awareness5 min readMental Health Awareness5 min read
Published in Human Parts·May 27, 2022Member-onlyGrieving well is punk rock.What I learned about sadness from an African ritualist — I’m excited to talk about grief. I know it’s weird and contradictory but stay with me. Whether we don’t want to burden anyone or we can’t find the words or the appropriate time or safe enough place, or we think they just won’t get it — so many of us…Ritual8 min readRitual8 min read
Published in Human Parts·May 1, 2022Member-onlyBurning the NotebookAnd losing our minds just a little bit — One of my teachers once shared a story about spending time in South America with elders. He had taken copious notes about everything, pages and pages of quotes, descriptions, and things to remember. One day, his mentor picked up his notebook and flipped through it. “Oh,” he said. “That’s all…Learning4 min readLearning4 min read
Apr 5, 2022Member-onlyMaybe it’s “energy.” Maybe it’s just human.Seeking esoteric answers to normal, messy questions — When I was seven, I had to have my first blood test. A few seconds into the draw, I fainted, and for years after that, I was terrified of needles. At some point, my mom spoke with a psychic about my phobia, who said that I likely had a past-life…New Age3 min readNew Age3 min read
Aug 23, 2021Member-onlyHead Trip: on the road with anxietyAll that separates me from my neighbors is a line of blacktop driveway. I hear them get in and out of the car, I know when they have friends over or do some gardening or their kid has a tantrum. I mean, not to be creepy about it — I…Mwc Space11 min readMwc Space11 min read
Published in Perceive More!·May 17, 2021Member-onlyA letter to the guy who harassed me from his truck last nightWe didn’t have a chance to really talk, you know? — Hi Truck Guy. Do you remember me? I seemed to make an impression on you. I woke up out of a sound sleep last night remembering that I had parked my car in the wrong spot, so I got up to move it. I blearily put on yoga pants and…Street Harassment4 min readStreet Harassment4 min read
May 5, 2021Member-onlyA Day of Prayer for the rest of us.May 6 is National Day of Prayer in the US and I have mixed feelings and a few suggestions. — “The National Day of Prayer is an annual day of observance held on the first Thursday of May, designated by the United States Congress, when people are asked “to turn to God in prayer and meditation”. The president is required by law (36 U.S.C. § 119) to sign a proclamation…Secular6 min readSecular6 min read
Published in Wholistique·Apr 28, 2021Member-onlyHealing is messy. And worth it.Healing isn’t what I thought it would be when I started in therapy in 2004. In fact, I’m not even sure the word “healing” had occurred to me then. I just knew I felt like crap and either wanted to die or get better. (More accurately, I didn’t want to…Healing From Trauma6 min readHealing From Trauma6 min read
